Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Sometimes,
I can't be bothered to explain to people about how I live my life anymore.
Even to my parents.
Yes, I know they care.
I completely understand.
I'm not saying they are naggy, I'm not complaining at all.
In fact, I'm even happy that I have parents like this.
They care, but they don't control.
When it comes to having freedom,
I'm probably one of the most free ones.
They give me freedom when they trust me enough to make decisions on my own.
I appreciate that. I really do.
I know where I'm wrong actually.
I know informing them when I'm coming home late or not coming home is just a basic form of respect to them.
So when I stop informing them, they tend to worry and get unhappy about it.
Probably lesser of the worrying, because they knows how I'm spending more time with my studies and stuff that are important now.
They're just unhappy that they don't see me when they're home, when the fact is I do come home, but they are always not home at those times.
Thinking from their point of view,
I understand.
But sometimes,
when you know what you're doing is really ideal and good for you,
but it's just, it will take up alot of your time, even night time, or even time to just go home,
you'll still go for it because you know you don't spend the nights clubbing or the afternoons at the arcade.
But other people just can't see that,
because they are seeing from their point of view.
So you have to explain.
Again, and again.
But then again,
I don't have a choice.
My flava was expressed on 1:34 AM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
If this happened 3 years ago,
I would have retaliated, and wouldn't show any mercy when it comes to sarcasm and making you feel fucked up.
But then again,
I just remembered,
it did happen 3 years ago, and you DID get screwed by me after trying your pathetic ways to bully my friend.
So it has been 3 years, and now you're still doing this shit through the Internet?
Come on, I would have expected your guts and creativity to grow.
But I guess I shouldn't expect anything from you, after all you are still a retained student.
Sigh.
Bullying someone defenceless?
That was pathetic 3 years back,
and it's more than pathetic to do it again now.
But then again, I just recalled,
you guys are pussies anyway.
I feel sad for you.
Next time, try harder.
Or rather, try me.
I can let history repeat itself,
too. fucking. easily.
My flava was expressed on 1:32 PM
Thursday, May 06, 2010
Sessions nowadays are lesser but still going on very well.
Had a battle with all that came on the previous session.
Could see many people improving.
Super proud of people like Aty, who at the first session couldn't freestyle at all and can now battle with confidence.
Woots.
Glad that we could all understand what dance is, and improve together towards the right direction.
Not forgetting enjoying the sessions too.
And guess they are now more prepared for Get Down already.
Yeah, glad that we'll have more strong representatives from TPDE now.
Shall session with the juniors soon,
and check up on their progress since the previous session.
Super excited for Get Down now,
because most of the people joining Get Down are training hard and learning from each other,
so there's more bonding and confidence in each other too.
Even if we all get knocked out in the first round,
we also gained a lot from the training already.
Okay, shall prepare for work soon.
K bai.
My flava was expressed on 12:30 PM
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Sorry for the lack of updates recently.
Life has been pretty constant and packed nowadays.
My time has been taken up mostly by work recently.
Work as in my new job and schoolwork.
And by schoolwork, I mean my classes, schoolwork and helping out with girlfriend's schoolwork.
My job's kinda boring but then again, no job is exactly not boring.
I'm working at Song Fa Bak Kut Teh opposite Clarke Quay MRT now, supposedly together with Weeming but until now we haven't gotten the same shift yet so it doesn't make a difference.
So other than time for work, I basically have no time left for myself unless I don't sleep which is stupid because I already sleep at 3am almost everyday due to the work overload.
Which basically means, I don't even really have time for dance also, other than my usual Suntec training sessions which is just 2hours per session, twice a week.
I have no life now.
I'm surprised I even have time to write this entry.
K bai.
My flava was expressed on 3:43 PM
