Steamboat today was fun.
Especially with Vortex.
Kevin needs to hang out with us more because..
I love him.
Yeah that's the only reason. (:


And another thing to talk about.
Joel fainted today.
It made me think when I was walking back home from his house today.

When he just collapsed we didn't thought it was anything serious.
My first thought was: He is drunk.
But then again I realised we didn't have any alcohol at all.
Furthermore I heard him giggling when he was falling.

But when he stopped moving,
I suddenly stood there shocked and all the possibilities came into my head.
And honestly death was one of them because I did read about people just collapsing and die for no reason.
Scared the shit out of me for that split second.

This entry is so gay but ya,
I love Vortex.
What can you do about it.

Peace

My flava was expressed on 1:15 AM

Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

Im always connected online
Hooked on facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you

And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head..
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

And Maybe Its True Im Caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im Wrong, And Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadnt Said

Maybe it's true..
I'm caught up on you
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...




Okay fine KEVIN I KNOW I BITE YOU. ):
Well yeah.
Have been listening to this song often recently.

Yeah.

My flava was expressed on 12:50 AM

It will be tough.
It will be tiring.
But I know I will do my best.

No matter what the outcome is at the end,
I won't be disappointed because I know,
that I've definitely gained more than I lost.

My flava was expressed on 3:53 AM

I understood what that meant.

My flava was expressed on 1:59 AM

First up,
a few videos to entertain my audience.



The cow must really love sex I guess.



Well I really respect this guy for teaching people how to survive if you are randomly left at a forest or desert or wherever.
But this video is really.. disgusting.

Aight.
Now on a more serious tone.

I really don't expect anything with the mindset I have,
that's why at this moment I'm quite surprised that I not really affected.. by alot.
So I guess everything is still going well.

TPDE practice tomorrow,
time to sleep.

Peazz

I'll take it as Alien Ness.
Thanks.

My flava was expressed on 1:38 AM

'Dear Gamer,

So I'm still awake now because I've been playing the game.
Was quite shocked to receive that email from IAHGames because I remember I was just randomly looking for online games few months back and I found this game which was still waiting to be released.
And there was still 'Register for Closed Beta Test' thingy and I was like,

'Aiya, register for fun.
Who knows, I might be selected to test the game if I'm lucky.'

And yea,
I got selected.
I'm quite good at this game,
just like any other soccer game like PES or FIFA Street.
So I guess I'm quite good at playing soccer GAMES,
but yea suck quite badly at playing SOCCER.

Well,
results for auditions are out.
Really happy that I got into Hip Hop 1,
the item that I really wanted to get into.
I always preferred the sharp LA style of Hip Hop more than the groovy style.
Hopefully I'll learn more from the performance.

AND I'll take something from Suria's blog again.

Went to Jonas' blog and saw this:

"Okay that was taken from Suria's blog so I didn't have to blog much.

4bia is okay la.

Exciting and interesting, yes.

Scary, no.

I had more fun scaring Suria."

Thank you arh.....
U weren't very scary though.
HAHAHA! (:
Ur welcum for raising ur confidence.
Lols.

Whaaaaaat.
Very convenient hor,
copy paste from my blog.
HAHAHA.

I'm quite lazy to reply all the tags at the tagboard because there are TOO MANY.
So I'll reply them here.

MAMA: Xiexie :D Okay I know I still owe you your dedication here.

Aty: Thanks! (:

Adelene: Spam my tagboard! Rape you ah! Thanks. (:

Veronica: Hellooo nicanica! Thanks. (:

Shawn: Thanks (:

Fion: Hahah, thanks! Hopefully I'll get it (:

Huiwen: Actually it's only you, I just don't want you to malu only.

Suria: *points at entry*

Peazzzz

My flava was expressed on 5:16 AM

Rest well and recover soon leg muscles.
I know you're tired from.. okay I don't know.
I only know you need to rest.

Because what's incoming in the next few weeks,
will really tire you again.

My flava was expressed on 7:04 AM

Happy Birthday Jonas!!

Aight first things first,
THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!
How I hope I'm actually 18 already ):
I mean yea I can go clubbing and watch M18 movies.
AND I MEAN M18 HORROR MOVIES LA,
NC16 horror movies are starting to get lame.

Thanks Joel, Rongbin and Harris for coming to Mr Prata to wish me (:
I was really happy then.
And I realised I really have to forgive and forget.
Thanks for teaching me that. (:

And not to forget Brian and Kevin who went to Mr Prata with me.
Thaaaaaaaaaaanks. (:
Brian I really appreciate the fact that you bought cigarettes for me as a present,
but nah I think you should keep it yourself. (:

Well, got home at 6am and slept like a log as usual.
Woke up at.. 6pm.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Spent the night with Mervin and Kevin(again) at Mr Teh Tarik!
I don't know why but yea, Mr Prata and Mr Teh Tarik..
Really thank you Kevin for taking time out to accompany me although you have to finish your project by tomorrow. (:
And thank you Mervin for that Ice Cream Prata. (:

And thank you everyone who wished me!
I was damn touched when Tabitha smsed me too.
I knew her since kindergarten but lost contact with her after going to Secondary School so I was really touched that she still remembers my birthday until now.
Thanks (:

Thank you everyone. (:

Oh and auditions for the com based performance is over.
I know I did my best so even if I don't get into any Hip Hop items I wouldn't be disappointed.
And Suria said she think I'll be John.
Thanks alot for that,
it gave me confidence in myself. (:

Peazz.

Maybe I'm wrong,
it's all in my head.

My flava was expressed on 3:34 AM

'After the movie accompanied Jonas to lunch.
I'm so sorry that i have to rush off home after that leaving u to session alone!'


Okay that was taken from Suria's blog so I didn't have to blog much.
4bia is okay la.
Exciting and interesting, yes.
Scary, no.
I had more fun scaring Suria.

Got to TP,
felt tired so just slept at TCC without doing anything until Kevin came.
And I slept there for like.. almost 2 hours.

Had KFC and had fun chilling with Kevin as usual.
And yea Kevin,
we should hang out together more often.

My flava was expressed on 1:44 AM

Stay chill. - Hazrul

My flava was expressed on 12:21 AM

Adelene,
here's your quiz.


1. The first person who tagged you is:
Adelene

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Good friend

3. Your Five impression of him/her:
#1. Violent
#2. Looks gentle
#3. Violent
#4. Likes to bully guys
#5. Violent

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Writing me a birthday card and baking a brownie for me for my birthday

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you:
Rapist!~ -.-

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
Rape her

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she will have to improve on will be:
Stupid question, no need to improve what

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
Rape her

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
She don't let me rape her

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Rape her

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
V.i.o.l.e.n.t

12. How you think people around will feel about you:
Rapist

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
Good question

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are:
Even better question

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Myself

16. For that people who care and like you, say something to them:
Treat me to sushi

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you, pass to people who have blog only:
Just randomly put 10 friends:
1. Jimson
2. Ekjun
3. Harris
4. Xinghuei
5. Huiwen
6. Liu Jing
7. Kevin
8. Mervin
9. Fadzley
10. Luqman

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? [Liujing]
Me

19. Is no.9 female or male? [Fadzley]
Somewhere in the middle

20. if no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Kevin & Luqman]
Wonderful

21. What is no.2 studying about? [Ekjun]
Accountancy

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? [Harris]
Last night

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Mervin]
Incredible Bongo Band -.-

24. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Jimson]
1 older sister and 1 older brother

25. Will you woo no.3? [Harris]
Ask yourself

26. How about no.7? [Kevin]
Yes

27. Is no.4 single? [Xinghuei]
NO

28. What is the surname of no.5? [Huiwen]
YEO Huiwen

29. What is the hobby of no.10? [Luqman]
Eating McDonalds

My flava was expressed on 5:22 PM

'things will brighten up for me and you jonas. lets make gay. (i mean both of the frigging meanings)'

Thank you Liujing.

And thank you Huiwen.
You won't know why the hell I thanked you for and you'll most probably scold me lame or something once you know but,
thank you.

Thank you both of you.
I'm really grateful.
Really.

My flava was expressed on 4:59 AM

All of us were in that dream.
I was really happy..





































until I woke up and remembered that can ONLY happen in my dreams.

My flava was expressed on 5:27 PM

4 issues

1. I agree with Brian.

2. Found out some stuff from * that's just fucked up and fucked me up.

3. This time I won't bother doing anything, I don't want to end up disappointing myself again.
I think this is fated to happen repeatedly, because it always happens.
Just like how it happened to me and Dao, Chin Siang, and so many more.
I always tried to do something about it, but it didn't do anything but make me feel worse.
I remember how's the ending everytime, and I know this time it'll end the same way.
I was never important anyway, as usual.

4. I admit what I didn't reacted like how Ekjun advised which led to things becoming this way,
but if I find out that you have anything to do with this, I'm not going to just sit here and do nothing.

My flava was expressed on 11:17 AM

This post will be damn short because I am feeling lazy,

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