Presenting to you:
Just Another Random Session 2



By right,
it was supposed to be completed last night.
But then I fainted so it got delayed until now.
So happy that it's done.
Enjoy peeps.

My flava was expressed on 3:25 AM

Fainted this morning.
I only know I just finished the first part of the video.
So I stood up and suddenly just blacked out.
And the next thing I knew I was lying on the floor.

Mum woke up and asked me what happened.
I didn't tell her I fainted but told her I was just feeling very very giddy.
I was thinking probably I'm just too tired so I went to sleep.

So I didn't go to school but slept like a pig at home.
Woke up and went to polyclinic to get my MC.
I told the doctor what happened and he checked my blood pressure.

This time it was slightly different.
Usually doctors will only check my blood pressure once.
But he was like checking it 2-3 times.
And the next thing he told me was,
he'll write me a referral letter for a checkup in the hospital.

I was like shocked. -.-
Why the hell do I need to go for a checkup in the hospital.
And I don't want to go to the hospital for a checkup.
He said my blood pressure is abit low and hopefully it isn't anything else other than low blood pressure.

Joel fainted and he is fine.
Hakeem fainted and he is fine.
And I think I'm fine.
So I guess I don't have to go for a checkup.

I'll just rest more and see how things go. :/

My flava was expressed on 5:19 PM

WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.

I'm like in the middle of Just Another Random Session 2 and guess what.

MY SONY VEGAS HANGED.
SO THAT MEANS I HAVE TO RE-DO.

WTFFFFFFFFF.

No need sleep already. :/

My flava was expressed on 4:12 AM

Tiring dayyyyyyyy.
So ya today, I went to accompany U B in her jap lecture at 9. Yes 9am. -.-
After that bloody org behaviour lecture was full so we didn't go.
So we bloody have 3 hours before accounting lecture.
Met up with Brian and Joel to slack at biz park first.
Accounting lecture was really full of shit and I was sleeping through it so I got fed up and decided to just leave.
Bloody waste my time. -.-

Went to library with Suria and Joel to find Jasmine Oon and Eulene.
There wasn't any seats around so me and Rb went to the watch tv place to sit.
I was feeling bloody tired so I fell asleep like immediately.
See la U B, make me wake up so early.

Was supposed to have HH1 training at 5.
But I was like sleeping in the library like some pig.
I forgot why but ended up HH1 training was canceled.
I still went to TCC to train instead.
Was surprised to see Flair there.
Luqman was freestyling and I was appreciating it more now than last time.
Probably because TPDE is training our freestyle now I guess.

Had dinner at KFC and I swear Joel was being retarded again.
Just read.

Joel: One zinger student meal.
Auntie: Upsize?
Joel: Yah.
Auntie: Drink medium, large?
Joel: Yah.
Auntie: Medium, large?
Joel: Yah.
Auntie: Medium OR large?!
Joel: Oh. Medium.

Dope.
After that we went to the playground and we were doing something.. good.
But cannot say out yet I guess.
People will say we kiasu hahahaha.
It's something good don't worry.

This is weird.
When I looked at her just now,
you suddenly popped up in my head.
Why.

My flava was expressed on 1:30 AM

These 2 days have been quite interesting.
Yesterday I was talking to 2 'long lost' friends on MSN after like 4 years?
They are both my primary school friends but we lost contact after we went on to secondary school.
Talking to them made me think back about many stuff that happened so many years back.
I could still remember everything very clearly.
Possibly because of Karen's presence in that part of my memory.
Shirley apparently forgot everything, she even forgot who I was but Michelle still remembered me.

(12:21 AM) MichelleSitohhh:	hahahha
(12:21 AM) MichelleSitohhh:	next time we can ask jonas to join us for gathering also!
(12:21 AM) MichelleSitohhh:	so coooooooolllllllllllllllllll

Apparently they still meet up with TNPS people.
And ya, apparently they all are girls so.. wth.

(12:35 AM) MichelleSitohhh:	i still remember you are the super noisy high pitched short guy

HAHAHA.
Yah I remember it too. (:

Have been speaking alot to Peiwen too.
For don't know what reason also.
We become like good friends out of a sudden.
But ya, it's good that I have another good friend in my class other than Joel.

'I think he's FOC - Full of craps
And he thinks im FOC too - Full of chocolates
Hahahhahahaha! Cant stand talking to him lah!'

Taken from her blog.
Hah.

School have been more enjoyable for me now.
And I'm going to be a better student for this sem.
My reputation in class is like... fucked up.
Sorry for being a totally sucky and irresponsible project groupmate for last sem. :/

Omg I'm crashing Peiwen's Jap lecture tomorrow at 9am to accompany her.
And now I'm still awake.
Die.

Bye.





Were you feeling the same way that I'm feeling now?
Because now I really don't know what to do.
And you were probably feeling the same too.
But if that is the case,
that also mean I'm really a loser and a failure.
Whatever it is,
I'm glad that it's over.
Or maybe not.

My flava was expressed on 3:00 AM

And by the way,
I realised my breaking is at a total shitty state after battling with Azmi just now.
It's like.. crap.
I don't remember my sets anymore.
So now what,
focus on bboy, or focus on hiphop?

Decide fast Jonas,
you are deproving every moment you are taking to decide.

John: OI!
Jonas: WHAT?!
John: You are one weird ass.
Jonas: Wtf? Why?!
John: Because you talk to yourself on your entries?
Jonas: I talk to you also what.
John: Precisely.

My flava was expressed on 10:55 PM

What was I doing?
What were you doing?

Why am I even bothering about this.
Grow up Jonas.

My flava was expressed on 10:32 PM

Friends are having problems.
Only thing I could do is be there for them and give some opinion when I could.
Things will go well for you guys soon man.
And we'll go back to the happy and gay peeps in the past.
We definitely will.

I've lied to other people many times before and maybe only feel slightly guilty.
But I don't know why I feel so uncomfortable now.
Probably because..
I'm also lying to myself this time.

My flava was expressed on 12:28 AM

First week of school is so irritating.
Especially when I feel like it's holiday after comm based ended. -.-
So I think I'm trying to get used to coming to school now.
And apparently it's not working very well.

Every morning like 30minutes before our lecture/tutorial,
Joel will sms me this.

'Are you going to be late..'

Because that noob just woke up.
And apparently his sms will wake me up.
So ya, we are late together.

Everyday after lessons it's like.. session session session.
But now it's slightly different from the previous sem.
Now we go session together with the fellow juniors.
Unlike last time only the B-boys will go and gay together.

Oh and I just transferred from Leadership & Character to Psychology,
and just nice same class as a few TPDE people like Joel and Valerie.
Dope.

And ya,
today Brian, Valerie and me went for Ryan's Lyrical Hip Hop open class.
Damn hard. -.-
Should go more often I guess.

And Joel was being a moron today.
While eating prata, this happened.

-Joel saw us eating prata with sugar-
Joel: Prata eat with sugar nice ah?
Brian&Me: Yah.
Joel: Okay.
-Joel scoops some sugar on his spoon-
Joel: Eh, sugar put where ah?
Brian&Me: On the prata?! Wtf type of dumb question is that?! -.-

Okay I'm tired now.

Peace.

John: Feeling inferior uh Jonas?
Jonas: Yeah I think so.
John: You noobshit.
Jonas: Fuck you.
John: How the hell you do that?!

My flava was expressed on 2:50 AM

Time for some individual dedication.

Brian:
Although you always come late and sometimes don't even appear at all, you were the closest to me during this 1 month among Hip Hop 1 peeps. Everytime I needed to talk to someone about anything, you will always be there before or after training.
Thanks. (:

Jasmine Oon:
Didn't talk to you much, but I remember all the Pocky that you offered me. You are the most quiet one among us but that doesn't make you the least important one. When you got injured and couldn't perform, everyone didn't feel good at all. And I won't forget crying together with you. That's another way of bonding with you I guess.
Thanks. (:

Jasmine Koh:
Naggy mom #1. Never fails to sms the whole group about next day's schedule although we ourselves would check. And at the end of the day, you would always let everyone sleep with a smile with your encouraging smses. AND NOT TO FORGET, calling me every morning to make sure I'm awake so I won't be late! I really appreciated it.
Thanks. (:

Lavone:
GIRLFRIEND! I definitely remember that you're a great friend! *takes out 'love letter'* I'll always read it whenever I feel down and it'll definitely cheer me up. Even though you were injured, you would still try your best to practise with us and as a team mate, seeing you work this hard pushed us to work even harder. And thanks for making 2 wonderful cards for Andreas and Frankie, because all the credit is actually yours.
Thanks. (:

Carmen:
Kwan Kaiwen! You and your 'so irritating' is so irritating! Hahahaha. It was really nice knowing you better because you are a great friend too! You also another one, bond created through crying together. And don't quit TPDE ah! Hip hop 1 don't allow you to. Oh ya and thanks for all the advice.
Thanks. (:

Aty:
Naggy mum #2, take care of your body uh! At first it's gastric, then after that asthma attack. Don't make me cook all those tonic for you. Thanks for giving me morning calls every morning too! And you always make Hip Hop 1 more lively when you are high.
Thanks. (:

Huijing:
The most stressful one. You are always thinking you can't do this can't do that. But that's just all in your head! And everytime someone else is feeling stressed or down or something, you'll always show concern. I know that and really appreciate it.
Thanks. (:

To Andreas and Frankie:
In my opinion, you 2 are the best choreographers I can get. You 2 not only helped me in dance, but also made me learn how to be a better person and helped me with personal matters. I know being strict and all is all for our own good even though it may make us think both of you are cold blooded or whatever. And the gloves that you 2 gave us, really made me feel like we aren't just juniors in your item but your family.
Thanks. (:

My flava was expressed on 3:18 AM

Comm based has ended.
These few weeks have definitely been more than just any other regular holidays.

Everyone was like strangers in the past.
We didn't talk to each other much or anything.
We only met up every Saturday for dance.
But in this short month,
everyone became like one big family.

At the first practice,
we were excited at learning a whole new choreography.
After training non-stop for days,
we cried together when we felt alot of pressure.
Right before the performance,
we were giving each other encouragement when we ourselves needed it.

I'm already missing training with Hip Hop 1 and Popping,
and all the time we spent filming the videos.

And I'm sure I'm going to miss the days we spent training,
the dinners we had together at KFC, Ang Keong, Techno or Parata Paradise -.-,
and the time we spent lepaking at the fitness corner until midnight.

This is something that I've never experienced before,
thank you hip hop 1,
thank you popping,
thank you juniors,
thank you choreographers,
thank you TPDE,
and thank you John.

Okay time to go buttscrew Rongbin because we are at Joel's house now.
Bye.

Peace

My flava was expressed on 1:51 AM

John.

You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.
You won't bring the whole show down.

Simply because you will work hard and rock the stage as main lead.
You will take control.

I will do my best not to let Rahim down.
He really taught me alot in both technique and how to be a better dancer/person.
Like what Joel said on his blog.
We want to learn from him.

But the only thing to focus on now,
rock the stage together with TPDE at the musical.

Peace

You are not Jonas trying to be John,
you ARE John.

My flava was expressed on 2:44 AM

Today I woke up feeling different, in a good way.

Last night I told myself.
Tonight,
will be the last night you will be so weak,
will be the last night you will be so confused,
will be the last night you will be so pathetic,
will be the last night before it ends..
be it temporary or permanently.

Do well John,
that's the only thing that should be on your mind now.
And it is.

My flava was expressed on 12:40 AM

Please distract me from any thoughts.
Give me time and calm me down.
I will try to commit myself totally.

The multiple voices inside are making me go crazy.
I don't know what to know, and I don't know why am I feeling this shitty.

I'll decide which one to listen to,
after I calm down.
And until then,
please help me.

Thank you dance.

My flava was expressed on 8:38 AM

I'm fucking stupid.
And a fucking big failure.

Do well John.
That's the only way you can redeem yourself from your failure.
Or in fact, that's the only thing you will be able to do well in if you put in the effort.

My flava was expressed on 12:23 PM

Don't be too hard on yourself Jonas.
You can't do anything right being too hard on yourself.

My flava was expressed on 2:45 AM

Blog song changed to Hip Hop 1 Song.
The more I listen, the more I feel I can execute each beat better.
But uhh, need to really practise more to bring out the song more.

Anyway...
I was quite shocked when I heard that.
But I also set me thinking.
This time I started off the wrong way,
which was what happened all the previous times.
But I'm not giving up.
Not without trying.

I'm proud to say,
I like you.

Peace

My flava was expressed on 1:22 AM