I just finished eating my Kitkat Chunky and now I'm going to complete my Econs project which is due.. later.

Guess why am I doing it only now?
I was training in my secret cave just now because I feel so shitty at session today.
Had some breakthroughs and thus made me train more. :D
I've gave myself a target to reach by this coming Wednesday and I'm going to train my ass off for it.
I know I'm going to get it,
I can feeeeeeeeeeel it.

On Wednesday I'll be performing outside TP library for some Healthy Lifestyle thingy together with some TPDE Bboys.
So on Wednesday you guys will see something new.
Just wait and see.

Just wait and see, Joel.

Peazz.

My flava was expressed on 4:17 AM

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My flava was expressed on 1:15 AM

It's my responsibility as a dancer to complete all my work early so I'll have time for dancing.

I'll keep that in mind.

SO, for the sake of dancing,
I shall do my work early!!1!one!!

Bounce bounce bounce,
snap snap snap,
sharp, sharp, sharp.

Peaz.

Sorry.

My flava was expressed on 2:38 AM

This post is dedicated to Joel Ng Jing Wen for finally attempting his first back flip on mat which has no difference compared to the ground so.. yea!

CONGRATS. :D

Well although your ankle is injured now, at least you had that important psychological breakthrough and managed to do it.
So once it has recovered, you will be able to do it again. :D

Yay.

Peace

My flava was expressed on 4:12 AM

DREAMS is over and dope.
Performance at Woodlands is over and dope.
Flair chalet is over and dope.

Now I need to sleeeeeep.
Will upload the videos of DREAMS and the Woodlands thing next time.

Goodnightz.

Peace

My flava was expressed on 1:06 PM

Typical Bboys act like this.

-Walking out to bus stop after DREAMS rehearsal-

Me: Is there anything you are focusing on now?
Hazrul: Airflare to standing up.
Me: I thought you can do it already?
Hazrul: I feel like doing it now. *puts down bag and does it*

-At the bus stop-

Me: ...maybe you should throw your arm further when doing swipes.
Mervin: Oh yah, okay let's try now.
Me: Now?!
Mervin: Yah now. *stands up and start doing swipes at the bus stop*

Cool right.
I think so too.

Okay this part is taken from Liujing's blog.
Too dope so I have to post it here.

Imagine there is a bank which credits your account each morning with $86,400, carries over no balance from day to day, allows you to keep no cash balance, and every evening cancels whatever part of the amount you had failed to use during the day.

What would you do?
Draw out every cent, of course!
Well, everyone has such a bank. It's name is time.
Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose.
It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft.
Each day it opens a new account for you.
Each night it burns the records of the day.
If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours.
There is no going back. There is no drawing against the tomorrow.
You must live in the present on today's deposits.
Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!
The clock is running. Make the most of today.

To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.
To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who missed the train.
To realize the value of ONE SECOND, ask a person who just avoided an accident.
To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time.

And remember, time waits for no one.
Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present.

Tomorrow's DREAMS.
Saturday's Woodlands performance.
Chalet chalet chalet.
Week over.

And I FINALLY RECEIVED MY $180 FROM MOTOROLA.
I was going to write in to Straits Time or whatever to complain about Motorola not paying the Motorola S9 Mob Squad after making us bboy in public.
But yea, SO HAPPY LA TODAY GOT THE MONEY. :D

Should I point or not?
Hmm..

Peace

My flava was expressed on 3:07 AM

ARGHHHHHHH.
Hopefully tomorrow the guy at the sports complex will tell me he found my shoes and my clothes.
Because I left my BROTHER's black shoes, my white shirt which isn't so important and my only pair of dickies SOMEWHERE either in the studio, or at the squash court.
If it's not at either place, then good game.
I'll get screwed, badly.

Watched 'Rize' the documentary yesterday and learnt many stuff about 2 different dance styles namely Krumping and Clowning.
I had many thoughts regarding dancing after watching that video and somehow it affected my dancing today too.

Junior piece for DREAMS concert is removed due to some.. reasons.
Can't be bothered to explain in details but yea, I think it is a good decision.

Confirmed the formation for breaking today and for the first time,
so many people came Mr Teh together with me and Kevin today.
Many left quite early while me, Mervin and Luqman stayed back.
We were practising our individual moves until a point when we just sat down and chat.
Ran through the performance stuff for this Saturday and Mervin went home.
Luqman slept at the slide and somehow I fell asleep together with him there. -.-
Slept all the way until 5.15 somemore.
Oh and finally some details on the performance for Saturday.

'P.H.A.T. Inc Comeback Performance !!!

Title: DA' HIP-ROCK AFFAIRS
Hosted by: Freaky Z.
Guest Rap Performances: V.P. from DSC, Sleeq, Richard & Akeem.
Guest Band Performances: Knight Wings, Virus Cinta, Hellven & Many More.
Guest Dance Performances: Fantastic Crew & Many More. (I suppose Flair Nation comes here)

Date: 26 July 2008
Day: Saturday
Time: 2pm - 9pm
Venue: Woodlands Community Club
Tickets are selling at $7 at the door or reserved now by calling Woodlands CC. Tix are selling fast! PLEASE BUY NOW!!!'

Really bloody hope I find back my stuff later.
Zz..

Peace

My flava was expressed on 6:06 AM

'I've become some oversensitive bitch.
I get pissed off easily now.
I piss people off easily.
People don't like speaking to me.
I don't like speaking to people.
I think people start to think I suck.
I personally start to think I suck.'

I realise I really don't like speaking to people nowadays.
I only speak to some people now.
And it's really.. SOME.
So to the majority,
I'm anti-social.
I don't give a damn anyway.

Urghhhhh,
this week will be damn stressful and packed.

Monday - Go school early to hand up CSA work, project discussion meeting, DREAMS concert practice, Flair Nation performance practice at dome.

Tuesday - POM Tutorial (where I expect the teacher to talk to me and I totally expect to piss her off completely until maybe she'll call my parents because I don't like teachers nagging in my face), DREAMS concert practice, Flair Nation performance practice at RP.

Wednesday - STUDY FOR THE BLOODY GAY ASS TEST ON SATURDAY, (I heard maybe have DREAMS rehearsal), Flair Nation performance practice at dome.

Thursday - ECONS & FA Tutorial (refer to bracket in Tuesday), Flair Nation performance rehearsal at studio.

Friday - DREAMS concert, night at Flair chalet.

Saturday - BLOODY TEST EARLY IN THE MORNING in TP, back to chalet, 1st performance ever reppin Flair Nation, back to chalet.

Sunday - Pack up from chalet, studiooooooooooo.

Guess I'll be most free on Wednesday.
Zzzzz.

What a way to spend today.
Sleep until some unholy time as usual,
buy pants,
go dance,
sit at McDonalds,
sit at Mr Teh,
go home,
blog.
Normal way to spend another normal day.
Excellent.

And I really think I don't like talking nowadays.

Peace

My flava was expressed on 1:05 AM

I lost my Pocky yesterday because I didn't cherish it and hold onto it tight enough so it dropped.
I lost my Coke today because I didn't cherish it and hold onto it tight enough so it dropped.
I lost S then because I didn't cherish her and hold onto her tight enough so she left.

So now am I supposed to hold onto it tightly or not?
I really don't know.

I thought I didn't hold onto it very tightly, but I guess somehow I did.

What happened to 'I know what to do'..

Fuck you Jonas.

It just gets so uncertain.
I don't even know what's the point of doing anything now.
Nothing makes sense anymore.
Nothing.

My flava was expressed on 2:04 AM

Jonas, why did you get into Accounting&Finance?
You thought it would an easy life for you just because you were once top POA student in school?
You aren't that smart.
You can even flunk an Accounting paper which was mostly on what you have already learnt in Sec 3.
You were so proud of yourself.
So proud of the guy who always topped the class for POA even without studying because he is just that damn bloody smart.
Well, wake up dude.
That was Secondary School.
You are now in Temasek POLY, and you don't have Mrs Liu to breathe down your neck every lesson anymore.
Keep this up Jonas.

And now I actually feel like quitting school.
Wow Jonas.

Telling K many stuff of my past made me think back and I realised how much those experiences changed me.
I am not like how I used to be anymore.
I've become some oversensitive bitch.
I get pissed off easily now.
I piss people off easily.
People don't like speaking to me.
I don't like speaking to people.
I think people start to think I suck.
I personally start to think I suck.

I'm having contradicting thoughts and it's really screwing me up.
I don't know what to do but I feel the need to do something.
I want to do it but I don't think it would be much of a difference.
I can't even do something simple.

When will all this inner chaos end.
Why is there even chaos in the first place.
I don't know.
I really don't know.

Thank you Blogger.
Typing it out did help abit.
I'm tired.
Real tired.

I wonder how people actually snap and get mental disorders.
Because I got a feeling I'm going to snap soon.

My flava was expressed on 4:48 AM

I want to have Chicken Roti John every night with Kevin and Mervin at Mr Teh Tarik Eating House.
Mervin speaks exceptionally perfect english and Kevin always says intelligent stuff.
Well, and what about me?
I am the perfect company to have. :D

Ahhh, I have a rough idea already.
Might cost me a bomb though.
Nevermind, I am rich!
The most I'll resort to stealing Mentos from 7-11 and selling them in class.

PIZZZ.

My flava was expressed on 3:07 AM

Now this is the thing Charmaine tagged me into doing.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Now there isn't any D but I'll just include it.

D) If your name is Jonas, you don't have to send this to other people. :D

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Most probably get emo, blast music and dance non-stop. Somehow I think this is a good way to make me improve. I should try.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- It would be making every wish come true the moment I have one for my whole life. Somehow I'll be godly but yea, that's the whole point.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- Hmm, I'll invite everyone who loves or loved my wife to my wedding and BATTLE them. :D Nah, just joking. I don't expect anything special for my wedding.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- Somehow yeaaa. My brother is sleeping in front of me and I am confused as to why he sleeps with such a funny face. Okay just joking. I'm actually optimistic instead of confused.

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
- Like.. my grandmother. Seriously, I don't know.

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Neither one is blessed. Face it earthlings.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- I can wait forever as long as I get to dance while waiting.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Be emo. Nah, I'll wait? Meanwhile I would dance. 8)

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Duh, can't you sense my unhappiness? ):

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- I think farting is more fun.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- FAT & OBESE HEADSPINNING GEEK.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- Obviously it's my family. Screw friends. I'm a loner. I talk to my water bottles.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- Spastic girl that totally doesn't look spastic. (:

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- Married but poor. Because I'll win 4D sooner or later.

#15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
- Challenge my alarm clock to a battle.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- Try me.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- The one that loves me back.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
- Friends like Kevin and Mervin who slacks with me every night at Mr Teh. :D

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- Friends who purposely attract attention/try to outshine others in everything/don't appreciate kind actions/always bring up bad past experiences/expect people to act like how they expect them to if not will scold the shit out of them even though they didn't do anything wrong/unwilling to admit it when they're wrong/expect people to apologise all the times/want to see more? add me on friendster to find out more!

Tagged by:
- Charmaine Ann Thio Shi Min

Done

My flava was expressed on 4:04 AM

Yesterday
Went to a place which brought back some memories.
Me, Merv and Luqman went to SMU to break and it was the same place that I used to go after every B-Boy lesson last year.
We were expecting the security guard to chase us out because it was reported on the news that non-SMU students are not allowed to dance inside SMU premises due to complains by SMU students that it's too noisy or something like that.
Fadz joined us in a short while and had quite a long session.
Didn't achieve much and I feel my dancing is reaching a block again.
I don't feel that I'm improving and I don't have inspiration for anything new.
What Fadz told me on the train back made me more stressed too.

'All the other street dance crews will be there at the performance on the 26th and they will definitely notice you because you're a new face.'

Guess I have to work doubly hard then.

The week is finally over.
I gave my brain a break from all the things I had to think about and just relaxed at home.
Didn't go school.
Didn't go CCA.
Didn't bother much about anything at all.
It's like restarting a computer after leaving it on for quite some time and it'll work better.
Somehow I managed to see many issues clearly and could think carefully how to handle each of them appropriately.
And when it's all done,
it is time to get serious with focus.

Peace

My flava was expressed on 3:53 AM

Ah, before I forget or get lazy..
PICTURES TIME.

Trying out the masks

Lavone is trying to look tall

I love this picture


DRC (:
Camwhoring inside lift

Double cameras

And the most important picture!!
The Chioest Bu ever.. Huang Rong Bin!

Peace

My flava was expressed on 7:24 AM

Yes I know I just blogged not long ago.
But I realised I had to blog out some thoughts I had regarding DRC.

This is actually the first time I had the chance to be the in charge of a dance performance.
Thank you May for giving me this chance.
I myself knew I won't be able to handle everything all by myself so I asked Martin to be in charge together with me.

FIRSTLY,
I really have to say THANK YOU EVERYONE.
Without you guys,
I wouldn't have so much fun on stage and I'm sure you guys did too. (:
And really,
I didn't have much confidence in my Chain Hang Low choreo before I showed you guys.
I myself know it's a very simple choreo and isn't very fantastic.
Thank you all for really putting effort in learning it and doing it well on stage.
It really gave me alot more confidence in myself.

Secondly,
the 6 days we spent together was really great.
I feel very fortunate to have experienced this as a dancer.
Everyone bonded together and we were like a family after these 6 days.
That really helped us on stage too as we were performing as a BONDED group.
To me, that's the most important thing on stage.

Thirdly,
JOEL NG JING WEN!
You need to be confident of yourself!
I myself may not be a good dancer or whatever,
but somehow I know you will go far in dancing as long as you have faith!
It's not only me who think this way,
there are many others who agree with me.
Work hard, dance hard and you will be dope.
You will. (:

Peace

My flava was expressed on 5:21 AM

I am supposed to blog but I actually feel very lazy to do it.
But I shall start off with a small part which was done at Fion's house like 5 days ago.

'Okay I am at Fion's house right now and Pearl just said that it's funny that I just walked around the house in boxers for half an hour.

Me: I think I should put my pants on. It's wrong.
Pearl: You finally realised it after half an hour.
Me: Why? Are you disturbed?
Pearl: No, I just find it funny.
Me: Fine.

It's 5:37am now and I'm actually typing this inside Notepad because I can't access Fion's Internet and I don't think I'll bother blogging when I reach home.

For the past few days it has really been nothing other than practising for AGM.
We are going to rehearse until don't know what bloody time and then we'll go school for the performance straight away.
Yea this sounds crazy but we have no choice.
May is waking all the sleeping pigs up and I'm making myself stay awake by using the laptop.'

Okay so the performance was full of fun.
There are criticism towards the performance but yea, we need to accept criticisms to improve yea?

But to those snobs,
I seriously appreciate your criticisms but save your arrogance for yourself, dipshits.
If you think you know who you are,
and if you are unhappy with me calling you dipshit,
TOO BAD unless you can MAKE ME shut up.

DREAMS concert is on 25th July and I'll be performing with Flair Nation on 26th.
This means I have 2 upcoming performances to prepare for.
Which also means less time for other stuff.
Nevermind, at least I'm spending my time on dancing.

For this whole week,
I didn't attend a single lesson.
Well for Monday I have LOA.
For Tuesday and Thursday I have a MC.
So for Wednesday and Friday,
I skipped school without any valid reason.
*prepares to receive warning letter*

I think I have to change my mentality.
I told myself I have to go school next week onwards if not I'll be kicked out of school and my dad will make me stop dancing.
But actually to me, being kicked out of school isn't that much of a big deal compared to not being allowed to dance.
So I am actually going to school for the sake of being able to dance,
which shows that I prioritise dancing over my studies.
But I really do hope to make a living out of dancing in the future,
and I'll really train for it.
BUT STILL, I have to go school.
Oh well, I don't have a choice do I?

I am really worried about you.
Seriously.
But yet I can't do anything about it.

Peace

My flava was expressed on 4:44 AM

Discussed with May and Martin about the AGM performance until 4.30AM.
Then I just finished choreographing Chain Hang Low and I personally think it sucks to the max.
We seriously need to complete 2 more choreos so we can teach everyone by tonight but May and Martin are sleeping.
Can't blame them because they are really very tired.
Now I'm going to try to complete the When I Grow Up choreo so I can go to school at 7.30 and sleep outside the tutorial room until 9 like some fucking loser.
Hopefully I can think of a complete storyline in my dreams.
Jonas you can do it!
The performance will be a dope one!
It will!

brother: You always sleep like a pig and now you are actually giving up your sleeping time because of dancing. *shakes head*

:/

Peace

My flava was expressed on 6:58 AM

FRESH VIDEOS BABY.



Outside Heeren



Behind-the-scene



Okay fine I know they're repeating the same shit.
But dope right!
Jayden got so many scenes in the 'Behind-the-scene' video.
Jealous sia. :/

Peace

My flava was expressed on 3:19 AM