I was never really sure about how I was feeling when she is overseas until today.
Until Frankie told me about how he was feeling when Joyce went overseas.


'It's like you are not sad or unhappy.
You just wake up and will go like.. 'Okay so what's next?'
You plan carefully what to do for the whole day and after doing everything, seems like there's still plenty of time left.
And you go to sleep, thinking you have done so much today.
But you realised there's still something missing, even after filling up the whole day with activities that you don't usually do.
It's like one part of your life gone.
It's like not eating/sleeping/drinking.
Yup, that's how it feels like.'


Yup, that's how it feels like.
And the stupid volcanic ash had to delay her flight for a couple more days.

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