Just when I thought a new door has opened up for me,
for me to embark on a new journey,
it turned out to be nothing more than an illusion.

But when I wasn't that disappointed,
it just shows how much my heart wants to stay.

But, why?

Once again,
it's Jonas vs John, my alter ego, again.
Inner contradiction.

And until the time that I figure my thoughts out,
everyone else don't matter anymore.
So pardon my sudden anti-social self to most of you,
I just need myself and probably only those closest to me.

On a lighter note,
happy birthday Audrey.

K bye.

My flava was expressed on 12:04 AM