I lost my Pocky yesterday because I didn't cherish it and hold onto it tight enough so it dropped.
I lost my Coke today because I didn't cherish it and hold onto it tight enough so it dropped.
I lost S then because I didn't cherish her and hold onto her tight enough so she left.

So now am I supposed to hold onto it tightly or not?
I really don't know.

I thought I didn't hold onto it very tightly, but I guess somehow I did.

What happened to 'I know what to do'..

Fuck you Jonas.

It just gets so uncertain.
I don't even know what's the point of doing anything now.
Nothing makes sense anymore.
Nothing.

My flava was expressed on 2:04 AM