finally the stress has been reduced because our common tests for this term are all over.
but this also means i have more time to think about other stuff,
which is equally stressful.
uhh.

today was a very boring day.
as usual i woke up and due to sleeping too late the previous night again.
today was worst.
because it was raining and it was harder for me to crawl out of my bed.
was supposed to meet ray at 6.40 to climb into the classroom block to put the class jerseys on everyone's table.
but since it was raining i know everyone will be in class very early so i guess the plan would most probably be cancelled.
so i slowly took my time at home.

went to school and expected the 5c2 people to be crowding outside my class because i provoked them yesterday.
surprisingly they were not there.
so i guess lester settled it for me already.
ohwell,
whatever.

d&t was gay.
all i brought was foolscap paper and i expected mr ong to give me detention.
but surprisingly he approved all of my problem situations.
so i didnt get detention.
rotted in d&t for 3hours.
i entertained myself by imitating mr ng's vigorous movements.
but that was rather dumb.
and i almost felt like scolding connie for saying im gay.
but i guess she misunderstood me that im being myself when im acting gay.
i dont know why now whenever someone says im gay,
i feel angry.
i wasnt like this last time.
maybe because i will be reminded of someone.
okay whatever.

after school i was sleeping in class.
until around 4 when all of us got prepared for our match against 4i1.
we were wearing our new jerseys.
so it didnt really matter to me that it would get dirty compared to wearing my pe tshirt in the past.
weird.

had a bad game against 4i1.
everyone seemed to be very confused.
the midfielders never supported ray in the attack.
me and zansher were supporting the attack when we are supposed to be defenders.
the defence was in a mess.
the keeper was in a bad form.
but we didnt get trashed.
so im not THAT disappointed.

junxiang was very disappointed with himself.
i was disappointed with myself too but i still had to comfort junxiang cos ray was too pissed. -.-

was very tired after the match.
and we have another match with 5c2 tmr.
just hope they dont give me any trouble during the match.
if not i really have to ask jesper to come already.

it has been two weeks already.
am i really that repulsive?

My flava was expressed on 10:54 PM