veronica........
see i start off my post with your name.
happy?

i think i should stop being too lame or retarded or whatever you all think.
being like this is screwing up some things i do.
not to mention i get less respect from some ppl lah.
but that doesnt really bother me THAT much compared to the screwing up part.

ok im not being emo here, just saying what i was thinking and im really serious about it.
ok la maybe that's emo to some ppl but too bad,
i dont think im emo means im not emo.

last night i finally understand why i always did that.
* had just been someone i used to deceive myself.
and having said this,
i know im being a bastard to *.
and im really guilty for it.
but without her i wont know that..
it had always been you and it never changed.
im really sorry, *.

My flava was expressed on 12:59 PM